Magic

So. Last night’s post was a little depressing, but I was in a serious mood. Now, i realize people could be freaked out by a teenager believing in magic. But it’s not like I believe in the tooth fairy or anything, it’s more like witchcraft. All my life, everyone I’ve known has been a skeptic. So, naturally, I was a skeptic too. But I always felt called to magic. So one day I was SO BORED, I wanted to try a love spell. I found a site, and what can I say? I’m hooked! And even if it’s all in my head, I meditate a lot to clear my head and stuff. It helps calm me down. Meditation and magic is actually how I found this name. If you look “Arkzuel” up, you won’t find anything but stuff about stars Ark and Zuel. I had never heard of these stars, but I went on a meditation journey to find my magical name, and this is what was whispered to me. I love it.  But I hate not having anyone to talk to about my witchcraft and anything else really. At least I can write it down and pretend I’m telling someone, even if I know it’s highly unlikely anyone will ever actually read this blog. I know that it’s out there, and that’s what matters. I just made brownies and they smell good 😛 That was random… Anyway, have a good one!

Arkzuel.

New blog

So I started a blog. It’s the internet, so its not exactly safe to say things about myself, but I will say this. I have blue eyes, I believe in magic, and I relate better to adults than to teenagers my own age. Actually, the truth is, I don’t relate well to anyone. I have, friends, sure, but no-one I can tell my secrets to. See, the problem with this day and age is, no matter how hard we try, people judge us. Looks, personality, likes and dislikes, everything!  And sometimes, it’s hard. Lately I’ve been in a good mood, but before that I was really sad, verging on depressed. And, as nice as it would be to say “This is the reason! I have something wrong with me!” I know it was just hormones. But get this. I cut myself once, and was thinking unhealthy thoughts all the time. But none of my friends knew. Or, if they did, they didn’t care. So the next time you think you see a glint in your friends eye, or a smile that doesn’t quite reach their eyes, make sure you make sure they’re okay. Because I really would’ve appreciated someone to talk to when I was sad. And if you are that person, message me. I can’t tell you who I am, where I live or what I look like, BUT I CAN STILL RELATE. And, on the off chance it’s not just hormones, TELL SOMEONE. It could make you feel better, or save your life.

Arkzuel.

A teenage girl fascinated by everything.

As a teenager, I am FASCINATED about what teens my age think. But when I tried to look for some teenage blog, they were all abandoned and hadn’t been posted on since 2011. So, I thought I would kill 2 birds with one stone. I will ramble about whatever I feel like, whenever I feel like it, and fellow teens will have the opportunity to see what a girl their age thinks. I will not speak to, give any contact details away, or associate with any one through this blog. So, with that, let the ramblings begin!